comfort zone

As soon as you think you have yourself figured out...life throws you a major fucking curveball and then ...aren't you supposed to catch that? Like, I don't know the rules of baseball...but do you catch curveballs? Is that a good thing? Like striking someone out? It sounds kind of good? Yes?

Well, how about another analogy?... When life gives you lemons, make lemon meringue pie...Right??? Like you make the most of the lemons that life hands you... just like you catch the curveballs...

...here is where I reach a stand still.

How do you identify the lemons in your life?
Lemons are easily mistaken with limes at times. RHYME.

And do you really want meringue pie?
MAYBE you want lemonade. How can you ever be sure? DO WE EVER REALLY HAVE IT FIGURED OUT? And if we are never sure if we have the answer, how do we ever decide what to do?

Let's go back a ways to the term "comfort zone"...(maybe this will give us some insight into the lemon thing!?!)...

My comfort zone...what is it and where does it exist? Is it a 'zone' outside and unattached from me or is it of my sub conscience, at the root of my being? That considered, where then are my decisions coming from? Do they come from my truest Self--aware and grounded, living sufficiently with balance and determination? Or my self that pretends to live freely and with true happiness? The self which is clouded by future and fantasy. My self that projects unrealistic, unattainable 'goals' upon what I 'believe' to be 'my path'; clearly, consistently destined for disappointment.

*INSERT LEMON AND A GLIMSE INTO THE WORLD "WHERE THE MAGIC HAPPENS"

It is this glimpse of my soul, the place where the magic happens, that jolts me out of my daze and back into my Self. In this place I know each step that must be taken in order to live truly fulfilled. My work here opens my heart to endless possibilities and experiences. I am given the opportunity to question my motives and to save mySelf from my own demise. Here I am deserving and capable of living in a healthy, balanced relationship with myself and the world. Here, I AM FREE TO LIVE MY DREAMS.


...what I'm trying to say is that I think life is possibly giving me my biggest lemon yet and that its probably time I grab hold of that lemon and EAT IT UP!!

BENEFIT FULLY FROM LIFE'S LEMONS!

Ya dig?!